34... and the world ends

[singsingbluesilver]

[ At first his voice sounds a lot like a little child's - lost, confused and hurting. But his voice grows louder and louder until he is screaming the words at the top of considerable singer's lungs. This is taking place outside, in the snow and if anyone is willing to investigate, they will find Ryuichi with blood on his hands and his outer clothing and two bodies in the snow with him. ]

You've got to be kidding me, right? It's nothing more than a joke. Just a joke and I just can't see it... Mika? Please tell me I'm right. Please?

[...]

YOU'VE GOT TO BE FUCKING KIDDING ME, RIGHT?



[ ooc; Taking place after this as of yet unfinished log. Long story short, Popple injures and kills Mika and Ryu has a psycho moment and kills Popple. COMMENTLOGS are welcomed~ ]

Comments

[singsingbluesilver]

The problem that the moment you say something, he'll try to destroy it. He's that kind of guy.

[blameshimself.livejournal.com]

[ Still waiting for that pulse. ]

Perhaps so.

[singsingbluesilver]

Tohma. We just have to wait now.

[blameshimself.livejournal.com]

[ He IS waiting. Just... not correctly. ]

I know.

[singsingbluesilver]

Tohma. We have to leave her for the scientists.

[ He reaches over to touch him and stops, seeing the dark stains on his hands. ]

[blameshimself.livejournal.com]

I'd rather not.

[singsingbluesilver]

They can't fix her if we watch.

[blameshimself.livejournal.com]

...I know.

[ Not letting go of her, regardless. ]

[singsingbluesilver]

Tohma.

[blameshimself.livejournal.com]

...What?

[ Finally turning his attention to Ryuichi. ]

[singsingbluesilver]

We can wait for her in the hospital.

[blameshimself.livejournal.com]

[ Frowning at Ryuichi. ]

I know.

[ He has no idea how Eiri managed to deal with Shindou dying. Tohma feels so very broken. And still isn't letting go of Mika's wrist. ]

[singsingbluesilver]

Tohma.

[ Ryuichi uses some clean snow to get most of the blood off before reaching over and grabbing his wrist. ]

You have to let her go. They can't bring her back if you're hanging on to her.

[blameshimself.livejournal.com]

[ Here, have a now-limp wrist. ]

...All right.

[singsingbluesilver]

It'll be fine.

[ And he pulls Tohma to him, wrapping his arms around his bandmate's shoulders. ]

They better make her right.

[blameshimself.livejournal.com]

[ He leans limply against him and sighs. ]

They better. If not, I'll hunt the scientists down and kill them myself.

[singsingbluesilver]

I bet you would.

[ Just holds him, not really looking at the body in the snow. ]

Let's go.

[blameshimself.livejournal.com]

[...]

Okay.

[singsingbluesilver]

[ Supporting Tohma, he stood up. He'll break later. For now, he had to get Tohma somewhere warm. ]