43... yesyesyesyes

[singsingbluesilver]

[ voice | Japanese ]

In four more days it'll be April First! It's a great day! A special day! It's when people do all sorts of nice little jokes and then say stuff like 'APRIL'S FOOL!' It also comes right before the Easter Day stuffs which is also a good day... But enough about that silly stuff.

IT'S GONNA BE MY BIRTHDAY!

So let's have fun!

...Tohma, how old am I gonna be again?

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[singsingbluesilver]

But I think you wish I never left home.

[blameshimself.livejournal.com]

...Why do you say that?

[singsingbluesilver]

Because leaving home means that I leave you behind.

[blameshimself.livejournal.com]

But--

...But you're going to more exciting things, right? You get to try things you've always wanted to try. I can't expect you to stay anchored to me forever, Ryuichi....

[singsingbluesilver]

I know, but there's a part of you that will always want to be with me. And there's a part of me that doesn't want to leave you.

I'll always come back, Tohma. No matter how far I go, I'll be drawn back to you.

[blameshimself.livejournal.com]

Like gravity, Ryuichi~?

[singsingbluesilver]

Exactly. I can't keep away from it long.

[blameshimself.livejournal.com]

I'm glad... even if it makes me selfish.

[singsingbluesilver]

It's how you are, Tohma. I wouldn't want you any other way.

[blameshimself.livejournal.com]

You like the selfish, possessive me that can't let go of the past and cheats on his wife far too often?

[singsingbluesilver]

I do.

[blameshimself.livejournal.com]

[...]

It makes me happy, knowing that someone like you can accept me the way I am, faults included.

[singsingbluesilver]

None of us are perfect. I've got my issues and you've got yours.

Besides, you wouldn't be Tohma without them.

[blameshimself.livejournal.com]

No, I'd be... Fuyuma-san. [...] The other Tohma with no flaws who's completely perfect~ The very idea of that makes me uneasy. While I don't like having flaws, I wouldn't want to be a robot of perfection, either.

[singsingbluesilver]

You really think he's perfect? Do you want me to bend him?

[blameshimself.livejournal.com]

Maybe you should~

[singsingbluesilver]

You must want me to be naughty~

[blameshimself.livejournal.com]

Mm. Sometimes I like it when you act that way~

[singsingbluesilver]

Good~

[blameshimself.livejournal.com]

Will you be naughty on your birthday, Ryuichi?

[singsingbluesilver]

You may have to spank me!

[blameshimself.livejournal.com]

Is that so? Then, perhaps I will~ Many, many times.

[singsingbluesilver]

Thirty-four times, right?

[blameshimself.livejournal.com]

Mhmm. That's how it goes. But if you'd like more...~?

[singsingbluesilver]

Mm. But I have to save that for next year.