49... what no big boom?

[singsingbluesilver]

Umm... what just happened? I had this huge headache and everything and now I'm in a closet. A full closet of smelly stuff... Oh wait, I think I'm a hospital closet. Why am I in this closet and not in one back home?

Hey, is everyone out there still? I'm not hiding in here because of a huge zombie attack, right?



[ ooc; Ryuichi will pretend he doesn't remember getting two personas like he did. He doesn't want people to remember that at all. ]

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[singsingbluesilver]

Remember this and nothing more - all was within a dream and we are the dreamers.

[notyourpage.livejournal.com]

... what?

[singsingbluesilver]

Everything is a dream and we're the dreamers. So if we want to be scared, then we're scared. But if we want to be fearless, then we'll be fearless. The only thing that can control us is ourselves.

[notyourpage.livejournal.com]

What if we can't help but fear it because it's too scary?

[singsingbluesilver]

Tell it it's not that scary. Part of you knows it but the rest of you is in the way.

[notyourpage.livejournal.com]

... I don't like fire.

[singsingbluesilver]

No one sane will trust fire, but it can be good. It warms up the apartments, right? And cooks up our food and warms up our watr for baths, right?

[notyourpage.livejournal.com]

The smell of burning flesh..

[singsingbluesilver]

Then smell something sweet to get your mind off of that. Dwelling will not help.

[notyourpage.livejournal.com]

I heard Okita-san once say this.. it's not easy for one to forget their scars..

[singsingbluesilver]

It never is.

But the thing with scars is that they heal. Over time, they are built up and over and all you will have will be something that will remind you about being careful but not scare you to the point of being a coward.

[notyourpage.livejournal.com]

I'll never forget. It's always on my mind...

[singsingbluesilver]

That's probably why you were dreaming about it so much.

[notyourpage.livejournal.com]

probably.

[singsingbluesilver]

Do you have a happy memory?

[notyourpage.livejournal.com]

'm too busy thinkin'

[singsingbluesilver]

GET THAT MEMORY NOW!

[notyourpage.livejournal.com]

Maybe later.

[singsingbluesilver]

THERE IS NO LATER!

[notyourpage.livejournal.com]

Later.

[singsingbluesilver]

Tetsu. If you can't will it away, you will never learn how to be stronger than your fears.

[notyourpage.livejournal.com]

Look! I'm tryin' alright?! This ain't easy for me! Do you know how many times I have to see them die in front of me? Do you even know what that disgusting stench smells like? I'm not tryin' to hide behind my fears forever, I don't want to! It's just not easy!

[singsingbluesilver]

Yes.

I know it's not, but you'll figure a way.

[notyourpage.livejournal.com]

[ he just makes a grunt and pushes the communicator aside]

[singsingbluesilver]

[ And Tetsu is going to get a little child's nursery song, a little nonsense piece about rice balls. ]